Thursday, April 14, 2011

Four more days...

Despair (Omar Rodriguez-Lopez album)Image via WikipediaIn four days I'll be 54 and I'm finding it hard to be my usual chipper self. It's not the birthday so much as it is...a sense of despair in that, although things have been getting a tad better, I'm still not where I should be. I'm not in very good health right now, I'm bored to death every day at work, and I'm wanting to veg out in front of the TV way too much. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream and I'm the only one who believes in it. I stand alone and it's a hard place to be. Even though it is expensive, it's been nice to hire people to help me at my photo shoots. I think they now see the potential that I see. Now if we can just figure out a way to make it all happen.
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